I must do what I must do.
...and I should accept the consequences, whatever they might be.
So today, I am facing one of those results of my "brilliant" choices.
I lost a friend, and a potential love interest.
But yes, I must do what I must do. She was not for me.
Since my blog is named "Night Dream", I think I should start it by writing about dreams.
Lately I have had weird (or uncommon) dreams. That is also a reason why I have been remembering them a lot.
One of them involved a close friend dying while in the middle of writing something. I remember I was really sad. I cried for this friend.
Another involved me going to a dangerous zone of the city, to a certain event with my relatives.
Another involved me racing cars, and ending in tragedy.
The funny part about these dreams is that they all involved real-life events that had happened to me earlier that day. Needless to say, I have been restless, unable to sleep properly.
These dreams disturb me, since every now and then I dream things that become true at a certain point of my life. I am afraid that these dreams become true.